I have problems with my ears and hearing where I very often get ear aches or ear infections WAY too often this makes my hearing get worse and there's a chance I may truly go deaf someday, which scares me bc I need sounds. I use music as a distraction from thoughts I don't want to think, I need to hear in case something ever happens to my sisters, etc. As far as I know the only thing I'd remember the sound of are things I want to forget.

jeez These are too close to vents, sorry lol