i want to be in a relationship
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Itzmuffintime
13.12.2023 22:05
LinkYou will be one soon I promiseee uuuu
You deserve being in one too❤️
Karizma[OP]
13.12.2023 22:06
Linkawe ty <3
i hope so
(NOT A NEGATIVE VENT)
like desperately. I know im aroace, and I barely feel any attraction to others, but I just...wish there was someone who saw me more than a friend that I actually LIKE
Its kind of like im a magnet for horrible/weird people to have crushes on me. One guy shoved a phone up his asshole so.
also the others are pedos and are like..half my age. I'm willing to wait! Hell, im willing to meet someone I ACTUALLY have feelings for, date, and get out of it if they dont like me like that anymore. I just want to feel SOMETHING
Am I selfish for that? Maybe, but can you really blame me?
I'd like to think Im a low maintnence partner due to the fact that I dont ask for anything, I'm fine with almost everything, i love learning about others, im rather open minded and you literally dont have to tell me you love me more than like...once every two months. im as loyal as a dog and its stupid
my only problem is getting a little jealous, maybe thats why my ex left...but then again i never acted negative to her? I never even expressed my distaste for how she acted around others in comparison to me. (I'd have to beg to be hugged once, but she could hug literally everyone else even though she "hates physical touch".)
also, i go f-cking nuts over physical touch. not in the bad way either. its mostly that like...as soon as my partner hugs me or gives me affection, i want more of it. I dont beg unless they want me to, and I'm not obsessive or anything. I dont go feral when someone else so much as TOUCHES my partner, i dont care. i just like the feeling of being held, its...comforting.
I remember when me and my ex "cuddled". she didnt put any effort into hugging or holding me, and got mad when i attempted to even wrap my arm around her because I was "doing it wrong".