Also Cherrygirl855 I know I'm not supposed to comment on your anims, but I just wanted to say it here. I know how you feel, and it's hard. It feels like a hole of depression that seems impossible to climb out of. Most of the people that I've tried to talk about my mental health to say that I don't know what it means, or that I am just overreacting. I know how you feel. Although everyone feels different in their own way, I can relate that the nightmares just won't go away. I hope you feel better and I really wish for your mental/physical health to improve:).