cool shitty ricky got mom food at hibachi and left me home. Mom turned off the internet and just turned it back on for me to work started smoking again today cuz im a ****ing idiot and I havent eaten so yk fun and theyre making fun of me now also not allowed to have anyone over for the summer cuz shes determined to make my life hell

also going to summer school tmrw bc shes being a ***** I was supposed to go today but then she got mad at me and said im gonna be a failure *again* anyway so theres no point in her trying

Fr tho Ain't no way she's gonna be supportive like ever. I'm getting antidepressants soon- like in a few days. Uh well see how that goes ig