but i don't want to sleep, it feels like wasted time

but ill keep procrastinating either way

dreams are wonderful and terrible, i wish i could have them when awake

i always wake up having to do something and people giving instructions, i don't blame them in fact i should be thankful why do they put so much effort?

im tired*

im too tired to do anything, so tired that i just ignore it until i sit down and rest

but i can't even rest

sleep is nice but it feels like i just wasted time

when was the last time i enjoyed a goodnight's rest

i feel anxiety just talking about what i feel, why am i even saying anything in the first place. its a burden, im a burden maybe ill just ignore or delete this post later