family stuff is only getting worse,school is still stressful and i have no modivation to draw and when i draw its during dead hours and barely anybody cares i swear im going to stop making cool stuff and wasting my time and whats left of my sanity on it its just not worth it And dont worry im not ungrateful or saying you guys suck im just like "why do i put so much into my art when im mentally somewhat not okay no one really pays too much to it thats not gonna help me feel any better its gonna make it worse with me thinking im wasting my time" again not ungrateful nor me saying i dont apprciate the support that is my brain telling me this stuff that im wasting my time and that you guys dont care because i know that isnt the case its just how my brain wants me to feel and think On the plus side Homestuck is back,i made some freaky friends goretober,i saw the nintendo direct istg im getting that kirby and rosalina amiibo omg its so cute,my birthday is coming up :D postivity come back to meeeeeee