"i'm Ronnie Miyez right?! And sadly there's no fuc.king cure for that!.. it's not fair anymore i understand that i truly messed up im a monster i know this ok!? but it's not fair if you messed up like me you would forgive yourself almost immediantly!...why can't you do the same for me huh?! i'm a fuc.king peices of garbage im a monster im a piece of shit IM RONNIE MIYEZ AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO CHANGE THAT EVEN KILLING MYSELF DIDN'T WORK!! ....I can't do anything right can i!? i can't even take my own life correctly..."