I'm here

When I was six, my parents died in a car crash on the way to get groceries. I was at my house, and my Grandma was visiting.

So, I live with my grandma now, a 'happy life' and I don't know, I've always felt like I should die too after that.

Well I don't know... just ignore me. I'm a waste of your time

Well how are you going to do that?

Look, I just have to go to help my Grandma make breakfast, okay?

Wait... you consider me a friend? I mean someone as nice as you would want to be friends with me? Oh, never mind. Just... bye.

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Look your not a bad person okay? ANd you deserve a lot of things! Theres just too much that I cant remember!

I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. I'm not gonna leave you. I'm going to take care of myself, you don't need to worry if your pain might hurt me

Ofc your still her friend.

And if she starts too be mean too you I will tell her too apologize and start being NICE! But its her fault if she wont be nice anymore, but just know you still have many other friends

Dont worry you'll get her back

You deserve alot of friends

because from my perspective your an amazing person!

Yes.

I guess ill explain: I dont feel safe in this house. Im scared of everyone,but mostly my parents,whenever my dad messages me or my mom,i feel like im about to explode,im scared,scared. People call me ‘stupid’ for being scared of my parents,they just haven’t felt it. I feel like I’m kidnapped. I feel like i wanna stab myself with a razor right now,everything is horrible,i want a doctor to diagnose me. Im scared,noone might be able to help me. Im scared,if all of my source of communication is gone. Im scared,scared,really scared.

I just want to live a peaceful life with all of my friends. I just want someone to let me cry beside them.

Im crying right now,im not alone. Thank you,thank you! My parents made me scared of myself, they called me mean names. Im scared..

I wish someone could just kidnap me and get me away from my parents,i dont care who it is,or if i die. I just want to live peacefully

All im asking for is a new life and family,i wish i could live with you guys. Oolie,yare and you.

I live in my grandparents currently,im scared of them. Im scared of everyone,and i mean everyone. But not you guys.

My friends,well,i trust them too. My great grandmother called me ‘stupid’,my mom called me,well,’useless’ i guess you could say that. Im very sensitive to words.

I cant,they wouldn’t let me. Im too scared to ask for anything

I just want someone to kidnap me right now.

If it gets better then ill be so happy,if it doesnt..well..im gone,gone for good

I dont know,i dont know,what if they cant help me..?

That wouldn’t help either,i just want a..peaceful very peaceful life..that is what can cure me..

No school,no horrible things,i just wanna be happy for once

I dont know if they can though..i dont have a phone,so its almost impossible

None. I dont have acess to any phone

Its like im being locked in a room

And they’re eating me piece by piece

I'm here

Well A lot Want me to list em?

Ok 1. My dad is looking at my search history on my iPad The one that's still at my nans house So he will find flipanim 2. My mom woke me up the second after I went to bed meaning I got no sleep tonight 3. My brother just marched into my room today like it's his room even after I put up a sign saying he's not allowed in 4. I'm trying to design a drawing, but it's not working right The perspective is ****ing itself 5. I just, I uh My grandad died 3 years ago almost 4 And I just don't wanna think of nana dying too Cuz my dad clearly likes my brother more And mom does too So when nana dies... I'll be alone 6. My dog died also 3 years ago almost 4 and the new dog is obsessed with biting me

7. DrawingBunneh, dare I say more?

I don't know dude

My dad doesn't hate me thoha His ways of raising me just involve a lot of yelling.

Yep He hates flipanim

There's only oasis songs, flipanim, and YouTube in my search history

Oh Bye:(