Are...are you ok?

hola mamá por favor deja de emborracharte - Josue

(it's really bad that all your resolve and progress it going down the drain, but this isn't a way to live your life. I know your parent can suck, I know life can suck, but sometimes it doesn't suck, sooer you won't live under your parent's roof and you can make your own choices, and if they don't work, you'll learn and make thing better. Just saying, life can be amazing and the possibilities are almost infit, why would you want to stop that. Your (we are) still kids, you deserve the time to have fun, and worry about dumb stuff, and just be a kid. Don't try to drown your sorrows in an addictive substance or practice, or you'll just have more. work though it all, and you don't have to be alone. I'm 13, and i think your around that age, only 5 years till college, where I can finally be myself, and only 1 year till high school. I'm just saying, don't stop your dreams before they have a chance to happen. You can get through this, you will and well try and be with you the whole way through. Just stay strong,

Hey. Please hold on ok? Life is tough, but I know you are strong. I know it hurts to keep going, but please. If not for yourself, hold on for the people who care. Because every time we see you hurting, the soul crushing helplessness is terrifying. Because I know there is a chance you will never read this. There is a chance you won’t care. And I can’t stand watching people hurt. Honest to god I would give up my life for someone who is in pain. I’ve tried to. So if somewhere in that brilliant amazing soul of yours you can find the strength to hold on, don’t let it go.