I didn't want to change they made me this way Claiming it's a game of pretend and they forced me to play i hit the floor, it hurts but I'm not falling anymore trying to open my mind, and i forgot to lock the door Cutting off my hair, scars on my wrists, bruises on my knees Forgot to lock the door again i think i lost the key they open the door to my mind simply with ease getting rid of my thoughts, leaving my mind empty to fill with whatever they please why can't I be anyone else after I hear the beep Why can't i be like Tyler Joseph and die in my sleep? But instead I'm turning off my alarm clock and lying in my bed wishing I could shrivel up and die to kill the things they put in my head This time i will win this time I'm pretty sure I locked the door but i can hear them unlocking it from the other side of the coridor I just see rain, no wait that's the tears in my eyes They want me to be someone else, someone that doesn't cry They must be liars cause all that they want me to do is lie I j