Yesterday we were talking super late and he was going on about how me and the gym are like the only two things that make him feel better about his body cause I implement his traps a lot PLEASE ANAJHSGAGVV CCVV I’m so glad to make him feel appreciated

I’m gonna get him candy tmrw <3333

You GUYS he’s SO ORETTY too He has the nicest cheek bones And his hair is like the perfect amount of wavy and it’s like a light soft ginger it’s so pretty and he’s starting to grow it out so he has like the smallest mullet It’s so sweet And he had like grey blue eyes thst compliment his glasses so nicely, and when it’s dark there’s like the slightest light to them it’s so pretty

I cannot function when this man looks at me And the HIEGHT DIFFERENFE AHGUSJ And whenever we see eachother in public he always does the 😦 shit just automatically and it makes me SO HAPPY cause that’s exactly what I do when I recognize people and I 😭😭😭 He’s so pretty though you guys I can’t say that enough And he’s so dumb but in like a really sweet way😭 And when we talk and I’ve gone nonverbal he doesn’t try to pressure me into talking or anything he just lets me listen and it’s so nice And whenever I have like a new hyperfixation or I learn something new i find interesting or have a new actor I found to dawn over he always supports me and listened and talked about them with me I’ve never had that experience with a cis man before

I love the way he looks at me dude It’s so sweet I can’t even tel if it’s affectionate or not tbh But it feels so nice to be like Idk When not around people j tend to just like Not perceive myself if thst makes sense, I don’t feel real when I’m lost in my own world like I feel like I exist but I’m invisible and I’m just an energy in a way And he makes me feel noticed and like Idk like I’m thought about And it’s just so nice

Oh my GOODDD 😭😭😭 sometimes he sends little doodles to me too on snap And they’re so bad 😭 Bht they’re so sweet He’s so sweet

Nah he’s actually so pretty His hair is like A short curly deslth hawk with the shaved sides a bit over grown He’s so Dude He’s in band AND THIS MAN IN A SUIT ABSBSVD DX C CCVV

And sometimes he’ll send me videos of him playing his sax when he finally gets pieces down since marching band has started and he always seems so proud of himself and I just <3333 And he’s always complimenting my drawing and my art style I am so down bad💀 If he ever saw this shit I’d be done for

No if MERRICK ever saw this I’d be done That’s the only thing is that he and my closest friend don’t rlly get along Cause when they were in the same friend group they used to be really close but had a falling out cause of Robert breaking up with his girlfriend at the time snd a bunch of drama so she doesn’t rlly like me talking to him really But **** AAHHAG He’s so