I hate it here I hate this I'm so fücking done Let me leave I never wanted to give my all to everyone I never meant to make the connections I did And look I end up hurting myself And maybe you too Although you probably don't care Jackass Fückin friends were we? Maybe you saw me as some sort of plaything Be "best bros " for a week or so and then give up on me Who am I kidding I refused your help anyways Good for you. And then there's you Who I was Scared? Of You meant the world to me And then I threw that out Purely because I was scared and quick to change And there's you. Idek. I like you? I care about you? But then I feel like idk you. Idek. You're like them in a way. Jesus Christ I really am fücked up. There was you. You were a thrill but an absolute liar But you were fun to hang with The trouble The oddity Idek. I'm better off without you. As for you, idk why I'm mad at you, but you left me hanging so go fück yourself. You. Idek, we're friends? I can't help feel gui

Feel guilty. And you. Ik it won't last. But it's so sweet, it helps, I'm better yea??? Idfk. Screaming into the void rn ig