You're growing every day it rains. Just like a flower, you can only grow when it rains, when things are bad or when you're going through something, through a storm, you grow into something better. But then, finally, the storm stopped for a bit. The sun is shining brightly, birds chirping. You're still growing from all the previous rain. You went through a lot and now you're confused about why it's so calm. You stopped growing. You need the rain. You know it's not gonna stay sunny forever. You don't like the rain but you're used to it by now, so all this sun is scaring you more than the rain. So you're scared. The storms come out of nowhere, especially when it's nothing but sunny for a few days. Only now are you realizing that you're the one bringing the storm right now. You're the one who pushed the sun away.