I tell everyone I'm fine But they don't know about the crippling times I laugh and smile, then I cry and I'm in hell Tell me something good. Something that'll make day May I get a rope and choke May I get a gun and go bang bang May I get a knife and cut, cut, cut. I don't get what people see in me. Maybe cause of a stupid sex appeal I just wanna drink myself to death Cut my wrists Stand on a stool and go ack I don't get it Is it a stupid sex appeal Is it some goth chick bias I just wanna curl up and die to Swift Maybe you have an idea of whats wrong with me. I can't add I have random crying fits Someone tell me whats wrong with me.