Now for some of my.. original. Friends, that were here you noticed that I went from and k9 to a mouse/shrew! And when I took a moment to assess myself today. I figured out such a reason! Now back when the icon was a K9 I was more confident, more outgoing, and extroverted. But I believe something happened and that shattered that personality, and this shattered personality also shattered the k9. So now I feel introverted, low esteemed, and often find myself doubting, feeling guilty, and even beating my self up for simple mistakes. Thus, my true self has shrunken down to some small and fragile. And I'm working really hard to build up to that k9 again.. or maybe something bigger.