i cant. i cant do anything right. i cant DO ANYTHING RIGHT! i mess up, whether its with relationships, friendships, or being a good person. no matter how simple it is i still manage to screw up. i cant. Im a screwup and im so scared. i just want big brother back. he was the only one who would understand. he cares. and i know a lot of other people care as well but sometimes i ruin that too.... i feel like a broken piece of glass that cant be fixed.