Not really, I'll tell you next period..

(Using letters of first names so they aren't revealed) A couple of days ago M and M told me that J had a plan to ditch us when we went into high school and now he's practically avoiding me and yeah I'm avoiding him too but it's pissing me off so much because he is being a coward and only talking to me over email. He told M to just "let it go" at lunch yesterday which kind of set me off too. He lied and told me he only had that plan for a second but M and M told me that he had that plan for a week. It's just so ****ing upsetting because I let him get too close and consider him as a big brother I never really got and now I've lost it again. I've been so upset lately but I don't want everyone to know that it hurts so bad