i can't tell my family about this cuz they always say things like ''ooh, you're just kids that doesn't matter'' … it does matter because now i don't want to be anywhere near people of my school, and now thay alway say things like ''why are you not hanging out with us anymore?'' and ''uhg i knew you're just a fake friend''

i wish i wasnt here, i wish i wasnt me, i wish never to have told them those things, i wish i never trusted them

thanks bud