and then i have ****ass safeguarding meetings and meetings with my tutor at college i literally NEVER get a break

my ex gave me a ****ing heart attack messaging me out of nowhere for the first time in like 6 or 7 (haha funny) months asking me if i knew a rando that messaged them

and then my most recent CUNT of an ex ****ing followed ME on tiktok after blocking me on everything whilst i was in the hospital and literally driving me into another psychotic episode like **** off i don't need you in my life you ruined everything

also not to mention after breaking up with me this ****er starts dating another ****ass man (once again after telling me they're not attracted to men and that they're a lesbian) who has similar length hair to me, also plays guitar, sounds just like me, is from the exact same town i was born in and is basically just the cis man equivalent of me like tell me you're obsessed with me without telling me you're obsessed with me

ughhh i got a CCC for my mock results which is a massive downgrade from my predicted A*AA ts actually pmo although tbf i do have the excuse that i nearly died the week of the mocks

currently stretching my septum to a 12g ts HURTS 💔 can't believe i need to repeat this 4 more times to complete my set