I'm sorry :[

it's just I feel like none of my friends want to talk to Mr and think that I hate them :[

I'm not sure

I'm just worried I woild upset them

I think a large percent of my friends think I hate them I domt know anymore I'm just worried and I domt want them to hate me :(

I think I've confused everyone into thinking I hate everyone fully which isn't true. I find it hard to like a person fully but I don't particularly hate them fully either I just find it hard to like that person no matter of they're my parents or my friends. I find it hard to like anyone nowadays mainly incase if I lose them and if I get attached.

I just can't find a middle ground anymore

it's just stressing me out because I can't tell if I'm hurting a person anymore or if they like me. it's all Mt ****ing fault and I can't change it