So uhm, I don't really want to do this, but i'm sorry. I'm leaving flipamin. It might not be permanent, but I feel the need to currently do this, as I don't feel.. like myself anymore.I've been constantly getting sick to the point where I sometimes see flashes of neon colors when I close my eyes.However, this is not why i'm leaving, its actually due to the fact I cannot deal with the pressure that everybody has been laying on me. I dunno if anyone knows this, but not very long ago, my friend had tried to commit suicide while I was trying to comfort my other friend that was insulting themself really bad. I had to go back and forth, trying to help them both. It really really hurt me.. And after that, I dedicated myself to helping everyone I can. I'd follow people who were feeling down, and try to help them the best I could. I wanted to be there, for everyone, even if I had to die doing it. So.. I tried to end my life. Twice. It was a traumatic experience, but might try it again. I.. Just can't take this anymore

Also, not saying names, about a month ago, I drew a picture of my dead brother, in which somebody called him a freaking. Traffic. Cone. I brushed it off however, and just told them to not criticize what they don't understand. But, it still broke me. I wanted to end them for saying such a thing.. Besides that though, i'm taking a break from flipamin. Goodbye, everyone.

Also, if I don't come back, you can assumed I died :)