No this is not Connor. He just lets me use his account as a vent account. Sorry for this here but I need it. I want to ****ing kill myself. I don’t even care about me. I don’t want this for me. And I’m too selfish to care about the what it will affect others, like my bf. Or my ‘friends’. It’s all fake though. Once I’m gone they won’t worry. It’ll be fine.