i cant have one nice thing . i cant have one nice relationship . i cant have once nice person . he left .

he was the only one that made me feel safe . he was the only one that cared for me . and comforted me . he was the only one that helped me . he was the only one that talked to me . and he left .

no one understands .

why does this keep happening . why does everyone leave me .

i hate it . i hate everyone . i have this place . i want to die . i want to sit and rot . i dont want to keep waiting for him to come back . he wont , anyways . i know it .he wont come back

i might run away . or might off myself . i dont care either way i just want to get away from here

k . bye .