I met him 3 or 4 years ago and we have always stayed friends he’s my only online bestfriend and only one out of my two bestfriends all together He’s literally a gem in a bunch of dirt I can’t believe I met him we basically grew up together for a quarter of our lives despite being only online

We shared almost our whole oc journey together- we are the only ones who know so much about eachothers characters and stories it’s a truely unique and one in a lifetime experience- I wouldn’t change anything to have met someone different

To actually recognize that we could have never met actually gives me anxiety the chance I could have NOT met someone so meaningful and impactful in my life is actually scary

*tldr my favorite person on flipanim is my bestfriend

He’s literally the first person I came out to as trans he built my confidence he helped me escape my brutal reality growing up even if for a hour or two when my mom let me on her phone literally a angel

Sorry for the ramble I really like my friends okay 😞 they are very cool to me

Arc (@Ey3-s0ckEts) Because idk I was more emotionless and numb (best way to describe it) back then until they sorta came into my life, idk the emotions hit me like a train one day while talking to them. They were twelve at the time so imagine this teenager panicking at a child about how alive they feel and asking them what to do. I was also jealous for the first time around that time and it was because they and my friends got along really well. I straight up foolishly described this feeling in my chest and they recognized it as jealousy. L I’m not jealous anymore dw.

Also later in our friendship I was having a pretty bad day and then someone told me that the way I talked/acted made them uncomfortable and nervous. I actually have to talk this way btw..and I started getting self conscious. I asked people I knew if they felt the same way and they did (it’s not their fault) and I just sort of felt worse when it was from my pals. Ik I asked for it but still lmao. The last friend I asked was Arc and they said I didn’t scare them or anything and that really saved me from becoming closed off again. I silently cried like a weirdo but don’t tell them that. We don’t talk everyday these days but I am still so very attached to them.

All of my friends are my favorite bc they gave a monster like me a chance. I simply just wrote the one I felt the most emotional about.