your a really great friend don't feel alone every artist goes through the feeling of being left out, not being good enough or scared of peoples opinions. im going through it right now, i feel like my art isn't good enough no matter how much effort i put in it, i have anxiety about my tics its always there. i cant take it away but i try to stay as positive as possible for the people i love. your a really great friend and have inspired me so much, so i really hope your pain fades and you can be your incredible unique self