heyfun fact i physically can’t go to school bc i’m traumatized uhhhtw for just sa n cutting n allat in 1st gradei met a boy he seemednice i started “dating” him for the next few years he would take me to the bathroom he would tell me if i told anyone he would blow my brains out and i knew he had guns he would post pictures on facebook going hunting with his dad sometimes he would take me to a tree during recess and take out a hunting knife he hid he would usually cut deep enough to draw blood i usually wore long sleeves and it just seep into the fabric when we broke up he would still do things to me call me names touch my ass when i walked past him around january [?] of this year i told the administration he got a lot of complaints shooting threats slurs sexual harassment i told them everything i could i broke down sobbing they didn’t rlly say anything i ran back to my class, hoping maybe maybe he would get arrested or smtn i went to my first health class abt 2 months ago

he was sitting across from me i told my therapist she promised to try and do smtn nope he was still there

that wasa major thing for my whole thing not to go to school other thingsis the boy i thought loved me constantly touching my tits and and his other friend calling me his sex slave and all that

i’ve been trying toget help i’m going to therapy almost 2 weeksclean

i admit i’ve donebad shit i’ve said racist things those “jokes” were in bad taste and i apologize for it and my whole thing with saying i would suck off [insert fictional character here] was gross as hell