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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:26
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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:26
LinkBefore i say anything
Warning, what i will say might will be offensive to others
You have been warned, now let me type
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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:37
LinkI don't know where to start anymore
with the "I hate myself" or "i hate everyone around me"
It has always been a struggle for me to socialize and not learning to refuse things,,
Getting eaten up with all the lies has been an issue to me
God exists, he loves you no matter what, he has been helping all of us
Oh sure he does, then why won't he help us out of this situation? He watches us sink to death, what kind of god is he?
Oh wait, does he even exist then?
Why won't he respect lgbtq+ people? They are jus the same as any human, why do they have to stay in the sin corner?
I always hated those who has been forcing me to do what they want and be like them but i never trusted them and tried to get away as fast as i could but it always felt like they pulled me back from my goal,
I always wondered why people treat me like a baby cause i'm young and how they never noticed how painful it is for me in the inside
Them acting like i'll never hit my goal cause i'm not like the others, a number who respects the w
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CornDoug78
16.05.2020 17:40
LinkI'm sorry.... I hope things turn around....
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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:43
Link-ay they are, i never did honestly
I hated how i looked like and how my personality turned out
It always felt wrong and being infront of everyone was like a punishment
Getting scared of one look always ruined my day, through the times i got scared of everything, my anxiety and issues are killing me
I can't even handle my emotions because of how weak and uncapable for life i am
Faking things became a hobby, people loved the fake me and never had a thought of me being sad about anything
While i kept stressing i'd do wrong cause of what humanity got to
It always made me jealous seeing other users getting more love than me, now i seem like an attention seeker but still
I felt unloved no matter how much love i get here, i wanted the people who i knew they were in my 'close people' corner would love me
THEY DIDNT THEY NEVER DID THEY JUST EXEPTED ME TO BE PERFECT
LIKE A WOMAN.
But i DONT feel like a woman, it just doesn't feel right
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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:44
Linkexpected**
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AshleyFoxCatOwO[OP]
16.05.2020 17:45
LinkI just want to end all this pain but saying this also hurts me a lot cause i can't leave people behind
Even if they hate me
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CornDoug78
16.05.2020 17:46
LinkI'm sorry... No one is perfect. Everyone is different wether they like it or not. Flipanim is a place to vent, and not be judged as much as the outside world. I'm sorry for you, and your situation...
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CornDoug78
16.05.2020 17:49
LinkI'm am here for you! I'm not lgbtq+ myself, but I have many close friends who have had similar experiences...