Also I go through at least 30 thought processes when I think about killing myself Trying to reason with myself Being an afraid child Giving them a reason to cry about Etc etc Today is a day lol

Everytime I post I make it more difficult for myself to keep deleting these anims goddamn

I keep psyching myself out of doing these because it’s not like anything will change if I cry about it and move on, it always comes back up but yk whatever it’s not like I should really care if anyone wants to say anything because I’ve already chosen where this’ll end

I think in a week from now I should just admit to everyone how I feel about them and see how they feel about being friends then, it’ll be hurtful probably but it won’t matter in the long run. If I psych myself out if doing it as well, I’ll leave myself friendless and afraid. So I can’t try to change my mind about doing it

I’m tired

I hate a majority of you for literally no reason Don’t take it personally

Time to sleep

I found my favorite roleplay 😭