I knew it from the moment she told me...I was going to lose everything...She has tons of friends on her side...I said yes because of two ****ing reasons...the chance that she gets mad and starts venting to her friends about it...or she doesn't want to be friends anymore...Im so stupid In the end it was useless I may have memory problems...But I forget things I don't make them up.. That's where I was weak and completely selfish... I should've kept it to myself... Now look at what I've caused... Hes done with me now. I have no reason to get on here now.. yet I still do

Ack..gtg..