Can I just love someone wtf. Like when I love you every literally goes away. I was so in love with one guy I thought I was straight. Then his dumbass ghosted me and I was like oh yeah other exist and thought I was gay again. Wtffff its difficult and stupid and I just sibsisnien. With online its a lil different because I can't cuddle you and all that but like b r u h just gimmie someone to love and I'll never leave them