like yesterday

guys im gonna kms goodbye (jokinf abt the im gonna kms part guys im not bein serious dont kill yourselves ypu have so much to libe gor)

for

goo goo ga ga i feel like im 13trs old ahain i veen on my phone almost all day but mainly hus on twitter watchin ppl argue on nbatwt or wtv irs called

i wamna go to the lake again i havent been in a while due to atuff

https://ibb.co/G3HB853f https://ibb.co/B5JsbRP2 https://ibb.co/XkkSVKcx these jus sum pics i took of the lake i went to 2yrs ago

i wanna go again

i wanna go fishin one day even tho i never have

back in my hometown everyone would go fishin wxcept for me but it makes sense im short asl

literal midget the fish might drag my ass in the water

i wanna get a bike too i wanna ride bikes again

ridin bikes wit mt cousins at my grandmas house was so fun

i miss my grandma

yesterday when it was rainin the geese that be at the pond near where i stay came down to right infront of my house nd lowkey they looked awkward

i got a pic of them but its pretry bad since one it was taken from my window cuz it was rinin outside i wasnt tryna get wet goin on the balcony 2 they were pretty far but not too far

one was drinkin the rainwater nd the other jus standin there lookin dumb asl but atleast they wasnt keepin no fuss

yall wanna kno sumn i realized

im dumb

so yall kno how i was tb how ppl jus think im gay from how i look yea i figured out why like 2 weeks ago but it hasnt clicked in my mind til like now

ppl think im gay cuz i looke like a stud its literlaky that simple then again tho even when i dont ppl think im gay

hmm

hmmmm

i wanna loc my hair up so bad actually

i had locs last year but they was fake ones

nd they looks good asf icl i did my shit on that

looked* oops

ik i asked this befoe onna previous pist but i cant remember which one but every time i post where im jus talkin to myself to you guys let out a large sigh before pressin on the post

or do yall not care

my stomach hurt i shouldve never ate 9 chocolate chip cookies

should i go back to bein on here everyday jus talkin to myself

actually no bad idea

i jus remembered the time when i was in like 5th or 6th grade nd this girl i rode the bus wit that i hadda sit on the same seat as everyday (bc of assigned seats) had fell asleep on the bus but the whole tike she was leanin on me nd i was scared to wake her up

social anxiety was eatin tf outta me so i jus let her sleep leanin on my shoulder the whole bus ride

i wonder how she is today she was very nice but like a lil bit after there she either a) went to middle school or b) went to highschool after that i lowkey cant remember i jus inew every time she saw me in the hallway she would wave nd i would wave back

we never rlly talked to eachother much tho it was small convos but she was rlly nice tho

i also remember my first ever friend that i had back when i was in 1st grade before her mama had got caught on fire or sumn i cant remember

she hadda moveafter that

makes sense tho but honestly it seemed like she aintrlly wanna be around me sometimes nd i remember that shit too bc i remember wonderin if she actually wanted to talk while we was supposed to be on leapfrog or sumn i cant remember

it was a green frog game im oretty sure it was leapfrog

then after that i never tried makin friends again crazy how one incident that happens when youre young asl can change your lifestyle nd mindset for rhe rest of your life

never made sense to me when ppl jus do wtv infront of they kids cuz they think the kids wont undertsand esp babies

im scarred i just remembered a pic i saw from the epstein files that someone had posted on instagram nd its sad

i only rememebred if from sayin babies idk if i should or shouldnt say what the pic was tho but it was disturbing when i saw it i just froze altogether

its ingrained into my brain nd i didnt even see rhe full pic bc it hadda be censored out cuz of what it was

i wish ppl would be more sympathetic

now that im tb the epstein files i feel like it needs to be said the epstein nd diddy jokes aint funny at all nd i shouldnt even have to explain why it aint funny either

yall should know better

every time yall joke abt serious shit youre waterin it down, ppl arent gonna take the shit seriously as it should be taken

did you guys know that the epstein files are bein scrubbed clean more nd more as we speak

did you know that before the act(cant remember the word im thinkin of) to force the files to be released sumnof the files were missing

so congress(again cant remember the real word im thinkin of) doesnf even know all of whats in the files

or maybe rhey do

did you know that human brains can be controlled via electromagnetic waves (cant remember the word im thinkin of but its electromagnetic something)

there was a case on this dude a while ago that killed someone nd it was labeled off as him bein mentally ill

bc he kept sayin that be feels like hes bein controlled

im just talking

just talking

Goodnight, eat the bed bugs if they bite