tbh i have no words, i saw the video last night and i cried way to much. i really wasn't expecting him to pass away this soon, i thought he would like, heal with magic or smth. it's so weird feeling this sad over a person that didn't even knew i existed, most of my comfort videos are his or he participated in them so i don't know how i'm going to watch them again. i said i had no words but then talked too muchhh, my hand still hurts and all that shit but i really had to do something. (andd i'm pretty sure that most of the things i said didn't make any sense, i'm sorry my english is even worst than before somehow)