my not deep cuts are all fading which sucks but at least the others are scarring in pink im NORMAL

i lost my phone so i wasn't able to bring it to school and i got yelled at ALL morning. my step dad is mean i dont like him i was just a bit late no need to ****ing scream at me. now he's probably gonna tell mum smth entirely different and she's gonna believe him ://

i wonder if im just really good at hiding the fact im literally cutting myself in class or if they just don't give a **** here

i hate existig i might try to take mh life (again) ive been in complete agony for days it's not even something i can laugh off anymore

i cut my arms yet my ****ing stomach hurts?????make it make sense

i hate being here i hate living yesterday my mum absolutely broke down because everything was too much for her yet when i was overstimulated the other day she just got mad at me and started talking bad about me to her best friend????? that's kinda mean mum!!! when you broke down i comforted you and helped you and was there for you AND i handled my brothers on top of that!!! yet all you did was get mad at me, you ain't even TRY to understand😭🙏

i am so tired rn i wanna nap i might since i dont really do work here anyway

im so nauseous i hate ths and my whole body huurtsand im freezing todayh sucks

accidentally got blood on my cool pants :(

existing is HORRIBLE styooopkokl,

i hate everythign iwant to get shot in the head

i hate psychology so ****ing much i wanna get out of here and i realized ihave to stop cutting myself because next class they'll be noticeable but wtv ihateeee everyone im NOT happy

ever since mizu5 happened ive been in AGONY what the **** im blaming mizu5

im freezing idk what to do aruofjnsm im so cold and i miss my friends

i especially miss my favorite person tho

i wanna go home and just sleep with my kittie

AHH amygdala mentioned in the video. ghost and pals reference!!!!!

ew talking about hormones i hate hormones they make me a bit crazy heh,,,,