wtf this kid messed my brain up!!!!!!! this iz called trauma baybeeee. im having nightmarez DAILY about having 2 meet him and each time itz the same thing, i try not to breakdown in front of him while he actz like we're still BEST FRIENDZZZZZ after monthz of him ignoring me!!!!!!!! the only person close to him that knowz he hurt me this bad iz one o my best irl palz max nn she said they were urt by him 2 but not az badly az i waz cuz uhm 😳😳.😳,,,,,,mento illness😳😳😳😳😳 i cant process my emotionz correctly lol i think abt thingz 2 hard and i make thingz worse 4 myself (not saying that 2 self deprecate, my brain ACTUALLY makez all of my emotionz more intense than normal nn i often overthink+blame myself 4 stuff so that mixed w/ one o my closest friendz hating me all of a sudden makez this traumatizing <3333)