if any of my friends who have tried to message me on discord see this i am sorry im not ignoring u on purpose i just cannot handle conversations rn . im tryign but everytime i get like this i stress myself out abt it so much so that i end up ghosting EVERYONE. idk why i cant just talk to ppl its not even irl, i just dont have the energy to keep up a convo at all. i promise im not mad at u or upset or anythinf i rlly rlly love u guys a lot (/p) but i just cannot conversate one on one rn