the fact tht Im bad at school stuff and keeping up with clazses I hate always made me think I cant make it in life but when Im not think8ng about school and Im having good days i can be really productive and do all fhe few tasks I have to and I search for more work! I absolutely ****ing hate school but I can survive aside from it! besides, none of the jobs or accomplishments I want have anytbing to do with school. I plan on dropping put and working in a plant nursery or flower shop and just living like that. and thats totally possible without school!!!

no matter what I dont think my parenst will ever believe that school is not the top priority so I have to pass this uear or else they will kill me but the next year I wont care becUse Ill be an adult before that school year is over and then I can decide on my own to drop out whoch Ive been planning to forever

everyone thinks school is so important but Im having mental breakdowns over it everyday cause it makes me feel like Im so ****ing dumb but school is just ****ing horrible!!!!!

I hate having deadlines for finishing shit and Im already having trouble and the year has barely started and people think asking for help is so easy but its not for me and they just cant get that through their thick ****ing skulls, and they dont see how its so ****ing hard to concentrate especially without ****ing medication and they expect me to be able to pass with such a horrible start and Im already lost and once Im lost its impossible to get back on track

yeah >:^(