Depression
by:
Jackattcak78 
252
252
05.08.2020
35 comments
Jackattcak78[OP]
05.08.2020 07:09
LinkWHY THE **** ARE THERAPISTS SO EXPENSIVE
I hate my depression
My dad hates flipanim, if he ever caught me on here, I would be grounded
My mom actually understands my depression, unlike my dad but she can't afford the therapist
And I'm always just sitting refreshing the page to talk to my friends
Cuz I have no life
what? Bro, no, you got friends, even if they are online
we are still friends, though its through a screen
I know therapy is expensive, right now all you can do is talk to us
you're an extremely strong human being
you can push through this, and if you fall down, we are here to pick you back up.
Everything will be okay, you are an amazing friend, and you so much to live for
This isnt the end, bro
Its not the time for dying
Cuz we got your back, we are here for you
Stand strong, I know you can do this
Thank you
It's just
I'm refreshing the page waiting to talk to my best friends
And therapy is extremely difficulty expensive
But it always feels like I will never be ok
And I just see people being happy
And I think
'when will I get to feel like that'
And my cousins and aunts and uncles and me and going on a vacation
But they don't know I have depression
So I don't know what to do
And whenever I talk to them
They laugh
It's only my oldest cousin that understands me irl
That mentality
“I will never be okay again“
Is negative
stop thinking that
I KNOW for a FACT you will be okay again
dont even try to say no
because i know it
right to the bottom of my soul
I promise on my goddamn life you will be happy again
You can ****ing do it, dude
I know you can
I understand
But the way my mom true to fire my depression is only making it worse
Sure she took me somewhere, I was happy
But when I get home it's worse
Okie
I don't want this to sound dude
But I kinda miss my friend Auriha
She always said stuff like that
She was sad
But she knew I was depressed so she talked to and helped me
She was nice
She's never online anymore though
Thank you
And it's not that she's never online
She's just not online when I am
Well, she's not a flipanim user
She's from a different site I'm addicted too
I don't know
https://www.brick-hill.com/user/51453
There's her profile
If you look in friends
You'll see me right after koas
Comment removed