They’re horrible, they use you lie manipulate you and then when it’s all said and done you become a horrible person too

People are disgusting.

And yet somehow I’m “worse” for trying to warn anyone..

People I care about..somehow I’m worse.

I hate people…

I don’t want to trust or touch any other living person again…

I’ve been told to be patient with people Because they’re just as scared as me.. But oh no I make “accusations” about people I “threaten suicide” People are so self centered due to the lack of care for anyone but themselves

All I wanted was to be normal I just wanted to finally make some friends

If life is to be experienced with the people you love and care about I don’t understand why I’m still here Because no one’s here for me anymore

I don’t know why I’m still here, waiting for someone to rush in and hold me Because anytime someone does they leave

Why am I still waiting after three years for someone to tell me they love me and mean it, that they love all of me, that they’d work to understand me, that they’d hold me when I feel horrible, why

My mom said I’m self centered for trying to get someone to save me But I’ve been here for so SO many others And all I want is to be held..

I don’t know why it always ends up like this..

Please for the love of God break the cycle