If I ever mentally, emotionally, or otherwise; come to the point where I rape someone intentionally, I swear on my life I will end my own. And as a backup in case I come to the point where I dishonor this promise and don't remove myself from life within four weeks of the incident, I want someone to do it for me. Rape, to me, is the absolute worst thing any human could possibly do. It is unforgivable, and I believe that if I somehow cross the line of my own volition, I should be terminated as justice. I may not have worded this the correct way but bear with me. TL;DR: If I rape someone, I'll kill myself as justice. If I don't kill myself, I want someone to do it for me. This was probably very weird and disturbing to read but I felt I had to get it out there given the current situation.