I swear she loves him more than me she keeps cancelling stuff i wanna do for him like we were gonna go eat out and i was so excited cuz i hadnt been out all week amd i was losing it and i waited in the car and my mom came over and was like i cant leave your brother innthis mental state were not going... just cuz my dumb bich brother didnt wanna come outside she thinks hes depressed when rlly he just wants to play fortnite all day so obviously i cried cuz i was sad and i went to my room and cried cuz i got all dressed for nothing and then my mom was like ok we can go after like 30 minutes i wasnt crying for thirty minutes it just took her 30 minutes idk and then we ate food amd it was good my day got better but i went to the restaurant with mascara trickling down my face

My mom told me she was gonna take all my stuff if i didnt cook dinner for my brother one time because she wont teach how how to fawking cook but she teavhes me how to cook wow enforcing gender roles i cook better than her she pisses me off when she tries to help me cook bc she keeps asking me if im sure im doing it right and thats not how she does it and she just does stuff like she added a bunch of salt to my food without asking and i cried cuz i have to make it a specific way and she got mad and left the house

I love cooking but i dont do it as much bc my mom expects me to give it to my brother and i dont wanna comply

My brother literally cant cook he gets mad when my mom makes him cook for himself and wont eat if nobody makes him anything but thats not my problem so why do i have to cater to him like bruh

OMG F

HEWO BABY

TY i pray every night for change.