I spent all night crying and before I went to school I smoked a lil to keep the bad feelings away so I could just have a good day but no! My sociopathic gf decided to argue w/ me again!

This morning. At school. All because I'm uncomfortable and anxious about arguing IN PUBLIC. like ok?

I literally gave up my entire identity to make her happy but I get jack shit in return.

My pfp is really making me take myself alot less serious 😭😭 lmfao

Ik she never asked me to change myself but she did kinda force me into a spot where that was my only option

Other than yk breaking up but neither of us could or can do that lmfao

man! I js feel like.. really bad for her though 😲🤯

I just literally can't do it and neither can she. I can't stand to live without her touch, without her love, without her voice

I'd rather be miserable and her be happy than for her to be unhappy. She's already going through so much.

I try and talk with her all the time but it never goes anywhere I just end up forgiving her and saying she's right and then we're okay again

idk how to break up with her and idk what I'm gonna do if we do break up

I'm probably just gonna smoke every day away so I don't have to think about it

Bleeehhh I need a romantic relationship to feel whole blehhh