I';m trying to get this ****er to talk to me on here and he keeps hitting me with "FAAAHH" WHAT IF I KILL MYSELF INFRONT OF YOU

AnywhoI have been drawing and editing a lot more than usual because I actually feel great about myself for once and it gives me a sense of completion despite the grueling hours I put into either of those. I think I am so talented and yet that goes to waste with how much I rot away in bed

I like being confident in myself, I dunno if I seem like much to others but to me I think I mean a lot. I love myself so much

Even if it doesn't seem that way. I need to remind myself that I will mess up and that I am only human. I need to keep telling myself that life will eventually get better once I am out of this place