hes growing a mustache. and hes 2 years younger than me. hes the first son i was supposed to be. he has a relationship with my dad abd family that ill never have

had to sit next to him today at a restaurant with my extended family and watch as he ate an entire steak while my family called him "the man" and talked about how hes just like my dad

all of the kids near my age in my family are cis boys. i feel so out of place

i literally feel like an alien around them all

this ****ing sucks