You say you want me alive but then you treat me like you want me dead I'm sick of pretty little lies its time for the cold hard truth You say that you need me but you do not hear me im calling out to every wolf at lonely hour My only friends are the monster under my bed they listen to me when everyone thinks that im crazy this song goes to the voices in my head that tell me i shulda been dead but they make me okay they make me wanna stay why have friends when i can just be.. insane?