I’m low key kinda annoyed by sum of the people on here, and I genuinely want to improve myself and my art, but I don’t know how

I’m a little nervous to explore because I might get ****ing bullied for “copying someone else”, because 84% of the people here ARE ****ING 14

I feel pressured to do good, but idk how to get a visually appealing art style!

I ALSO DONT APPRECIATE BEING CALLED A ****ING SCHOOL SHOOTER.

I KNOW I SAID I WAS READY TO BE BULLIED BY MY PEERS, BUT CALLING ME DYLAN ****ING KLEBD OS TOO FAR

WHEN I WANTED TO IMPROVE AND DO BETTER, HECKARREFORMED AND JUSTMCYTDRAWINGS BULLIED ME? GAY SHAMED ME? IDK WHAT TO EVEN CALL IT

JUSTMCYT PROBABLY DIDNT MEAN IT, BUT IT WENT TO FAR, I ACTUALLY WANTED TO DO BETTER

I think me losing that dta lead to me crashing out, which obviously is a stupid reason to crash out. I need a job, but I can’t get one, because I have to watch my siblings. I don’t even get paid for doing it. I was supposed to do the permit test over winter break, but I didn’t, I feel stupid and unproductive.

The only thing other than Christmas that happened was me getting into the Eltingville Club pilot, which has yet to benefit me.

I’ll probably delete this in the morning, good night FA.