being clingy. getting that rush of excitement just reading their name.

I care too much. I want them to love me. One of the most annoying things I do is spam them with voice notes that they probably don't even listen to. If they do they don't say anything about them. The talk seriously and matter-of-fact-ly, yet giddy and real. I love them so much. I love how they speak. Their voice is musical and squeaky. His writing, stories, and roleplaying ate awesome. They make me feel better sometimes when Im down by giving straightforward advice. (They're not great with emotion and often just don't answer me.) I just feel special to know them. They themselves are special.