i keep on thinking
by:
Bluestopsign 
926
926
29.12.2019
14 comments
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:53
Linki can’t stop thinking
ive been told im not at fault, yet i still believe?
whats happening?
am i just a *****?
a shit?
like i think?
i keep thinking
and im sorry
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:54
LinkOur relationship has been refused.
Is she serious?
Am I overreacting?
Being useless?
Being edgy?
I know i am.
Yet YOU still deny it.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:55
LinkYet shes the one in pain?
So why am i like this?
Nowhere near suffering.
My life is perfect.
Arent i a bother?
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:56
LinkIts confusing.
I get support.
Yes im still dramatic.
I dont seem to comprehend it.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:56
LinkThe element of compassion.
I don’t understand it.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:57
LinkIm just ranting
Venting my heart out
All it does is hurt everything
I dont...
Im sorry
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:58
LinkSHES SUICIDAL.
AND THROUGH MY EYES, I CANT FEEL IT.
ALL I WANT IS TO BE USEFUL
BUT I HAVE NO CLUE HOW.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 00:59
Linkif all i want is to help, why am i typing?
arent i just making it worse...?
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 01:00
LinkI find yet another case.
Still unable to help.
Why? I do not understand.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 01:01
LinkDying seems like relief
The best way to find peace
But i cant find it
Because it wouldn’t be true.
For the guilt.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 01:02
LinkI need to shut up.
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 01:02
LinkKd,s,dkdkd
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 01:03
LinkI’m sorry
Bluestopsign[OP]
29.12.2019 02:02
LinkBruhhhhh wtf is this 😑