When I was younger I felt like that too. I would watch a sad movie and other people would be crying, but I wouldn't. I felt like I should be crying. I've kind of grown out of it. I'm not sure, but maybe it's the same with you? I used to feel like maybe something was wrong with me, but now that I'm a little older I feel like maybe it was just part of growing up. Sorry this is so long. Just thought it might help you a bit. You aren't alone with these feelings. <3

Np I hope you feel better. <3