ive been planning on posting this for a week now and i was too scared but now i built the courage :/ now, it does depend on the witnesses and if they forgive me or not but from my mind i doubt it and yes im remaking my apology the last one was shit

im using my main this time

alright... so this is mainly about the CP i drew. i admit, i DID draw CP. however, both times were differ from eachother the first, i not only blame my impulses but the one who requested me to draw it (i was taking nsfw requests around the time. i do not post them publicly now) the second, i not only blame my impulses but MYSELF as well. and i genuinely apologize for that (as well as the first time too)

the other stuff... oh fugging boy... so i made a post abt skunky liking 'p0rn.' to me, the post feels satire now but i understand why y'all were upset about it. next is the nsfw rps with my friend (shared publicly) I don't do these rps publicly anymore, i only do them privately. i probably shouldn't have gotten too into the rp otherwise it would be completely fine... yet again, around the time the rp was actually meant to be NSFW (18+) jesus christ 😭😭😭

i think that's it, not sure tho (my brain is empty) in conclusion, i blame myself (as well as my impulses, but especially myself) for what i have done. and i am TERRIBLY sorry if i traumatized anybody.

oh yea the object porn again, don't do it publicly anymore.

but thats all i probably should either take another break or stay

i am the feared

i have no absolute idea how my art relates to forgiveness but ok

that's fine pls take ur time

mk