i am such an idiot. im so anxious and worried al the time that i cant do anything i jst lose everything in the end i have to keep everything bottled up inside . or theyll get angry at me for being sad i hate it so much i wish it would stop i want help but nobody believes me im not just tired theres something wrong i know it stop talking over me and telling me it's something that its not. you dont know whats going on why do you assume everything